I hoped my first time drinking
I’d still taste Cherryade.
At 14, I had a beer,
something from a dark bottle –
tasted an early sip of hell.
At 16, I had a sip of vodka and coke,
got it down me like it was mother curing
my ailments with Cowpol.
I had medicated my personality
for the ensuing moments, hours.
than a hairdryer seeing wet:
I whipped cigarettes from strangers hands,
skimmed gravel across that idiot moon,
warnings from a bouncer
about my sex-provoking dance moves.
Mother once pointed at that great lump of dust in the sky
amongst that right load of graffiti called the solar system,
sits there until someone says otherwise.
She said to me ‘isn’t it beautiful?’
I’d sooner decipher initials left on trees.
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