Outside by Jayda Marí

I’m used to not fitting in 

Being the odd one out

On the outside looking in 

Being able to get close to you 

And ruining it 

Knowing I’ll never be allowed back in 

I have never hated the outside more 

I would forgive you a thousand times

And one thousand times more 

Walking away is never easy

Not for the one taking those steps

Not for the one who never thought 

you’d leave

Sometimes we find ourselves fighting 

To get back into a heart 

We fought ourselves to walk away from

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